What ever your beliefs are...lets be the inspiration strength and hope to others ......I am a survivor!!
I can truly tell you that I believe God permits this type of suffering because He's always there I was never alone...He gave me his Strength and Peace when I couldn't continue no more and just wanted everything to be over with. He carried me in his arms like a loving father and said " You're going to be Fine" Now I thank him because I felt his precence like never before ....why not me?!